Everything around me is falling apart. I am trying to live, to smile, to enjoy everything around me, but I cant.
I stuck on my being in Sweden with him. I stuck on that feelings, on that moments. Every night lying in my bed i start recalling all OUR memories, all his words, sights, movements towards me and all mine.
I keep telling myself, that I am ok, that I am allright, that it is better, its over, but I wont to shout...to cry...to tear my heart out.
Scarlett O'Hara said "Don't cry. If I start cry, I will never stop"
Everytime I am telling these words to myself. This loose is not so serious, as it could have been. I mean, that there will harder looses in my life and I should learn how to deal with my emotions and keep leaving with as pure heart as before.
Every time, when I start feeling that everything sucks around me, I should not forget the situation with p. Everything could have been worse.
So, Tania, keep your nose up, you are happy person!